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Later-much later- Thomas takes an inventory; a languid count
of changes visible. He trails a finger down Jamesâ ear, whispers, eyes
crinkling, âan earring?â and presses chapped lips to the sickle-moon on his
arm, places his calloused palm across the bullet-shaped wound on his shoulder,
runs the back of his hands against the roughened grain of his scalp-James lets him.
James takes his own silent inventory: each broken bone badly
reset, the gash on Thomasâ left thigh, the way his fingers remain bent, knuckle
joints reddened-âI canât rememberâ
Thomas says, suddenly, softly. âNot all of them. Which ones are -new- and which
are from- âhe swallows- âI tried not to forget you, but you slipped away from
me, while I wasnât being careful.ââYou didnât forget meâ James replies, âYou recognized me
evenâ-He finds he cannot go on; the shadows thrown by the single
lamp seem to take on a different, familiar shape, but her face is hidden from
him.Somewhere, a house is burning to the ground.
Somewhere, a bullet meant for him has found its home.
âI recognize youâ he says, after a moment, softly,
âthat counts for something, doesnât it?â