Amortentia: Talk about 3 things you love. / Babbling Beverage: what kind of person are you when you’re drunk/hyped up on caffeine? / Cure for Boils: Write about three pet peeves. / Invigoration Draught: how do you wake up in the mornings? / Wolfsbane: What’s the biggest change you’ve experienced in the past year?

aww, thank you friend! and thank you particularly for copy/pasting the questions – clearly you understand what “brain going fzzt” means!

Amortentia: Talk about 3 things you love: I just – really love Tolkien’s works, you know? I remember seeing and reading The Hobbit when I was about 12 or so and just falling in love completely and that never went away. There’s just something about that world that feels right and good and that I just understand better on some level than the one I live in. idk – I think 12-year-old me heard the dwarves’ song and went “welp, guess I’m ruined then.”

I also love music. For someone who gets overstimmed from noise as easily as I do, that’s kind of odd, but it’s true – I’m an absolute snob about harpsichord vs the wrong kind of piano music (Schubert, I’m looking at you, pal). Generally I’m really just all about instruments from before the mid-18th century or so – which of course makes my love for Black Sails all the more fierce because hurdy. fucking. GURDY.

A year ago I probably would have said that I love books and to some degree it’s still true, but honestly I’m starting to wonder if I love books or if I was just a spectacularly lonely child looking for something to cling to and landed on it in the form of books and their worlds full of people I could pretend to be who weren’t lonely or ignored, so… yeah, there’s that. Um – I love pizza? Kind of a lot. Kind of probably too much but man – cheese on bread with delicious tomato sauce in between. With mushrooms. That. Delicious.

Babbling Beverage: what kind of person are you when you’re drunk/hyped up on caffeine? Well, I’ve never actually been drunk. I’ve most definitely been hyped up on caffeine though and I can say categorically that the more caffeine I have, the less friendly I become, probably because that much caffeine tends to go with lack of sleep. I also develop a nice eyelid twitch. I genuinely have no idea what I’m like under normal circumstances having chosen actively to consume too much alcohol or caffeine – although the one time I did get possibly a little tipsy while on vacation recently, it was kind of a gigglefest

Cure for Boils: Write about three pet peeves – oh woof. Um – I live in the US, so there’s… so much opportunity for people to be annoying in little, stupid ways here. Particularly though, I really hate being asked “why are you so quiet? Are you ok?” Yes, I’m ok. No, I don’t feel the need to talk all the time. It’s an irritating question for any introvert. For some reason I hate people leaving the dishwasher door open, and I get kind of peeved when people pile laundry up outside the hamper instead of putting it in, but only if it’s going to block a path to another room. 

Invigoration Draught: how do you wake up in the mornings? – I used to answer this with “badly, with a great deal of grumbling.” I’m getting a lot more sleep these days though, so now the answer is “in stages, with a great deal of rolling over and going back to sleep involved.” Really, though, I usually turn my lamp on, get my chromebook, and scroll tumblr until I’m ready to face leaving my bed.

Wolfsbane: What’s the biggest change you’ve experienced in the past year? This has been a year full of nothing but change for me. In the past year, I’ve changed jobs, I’ve changed towns I work in, I’ve met someone I now consider nothing less than a sister, and I’ve plucked up the courage to go on international travels on my own. it’s funny what happens when you get to the age of 29 and realize that you’ve been miserable for ages and things need to change.

Tagged by @iwt-v. Thanks!

Post the last sentence you wrote and tag as many people as there are words in the sentence.


“I ever tell you,” Billy asks slowly, “about what I did to the man that pressed me into service?”

“I heard about it,” Vane says shortly. He takes another puff, and sits back against the cannon.

“Mr. Gates put me up to it.”

The words come out, stark and unforgiving and said matter-of-factly. Vane raises both eyebrows.

“He told you to do it,” he repeats. Billy nods – and Vane’s eyes widen.

 – from the upcoming chapter of With the Gold Dawn’s Breaking

tagging whoever wants to do this – I’m always too damn lazy to tag people, but writer friends – have fun!

10 first sentences

I was tagged on this by @whatifimacrowdeddesert. Thank you! I love memes like this – they remind me that I’m worth something as a writer and get me writing more

1. “Fuck. Bloody fucking shitting hell -”This stretch of coastline ought to be quiet. – from With the Gold Dawn’s Breaking

2. 

“What is that unholy cacophony?” – hey have a teaser from Chapter 9 of Reclamation

3. 

The Walrus sits in the harbor and Miranda can no more reach it than she can the moon. – from Heav’n Has No Rage

4.“Stand straight – let me have a look at you.” – from Family Business

5. 

“James – move over. You’ll never be able to hit him from that angle -” – from With Mirth and With Sport

6. 

It is blessedly early in the morning. – from Homeward Sea

7. 

It starts on Thomas’ first birthday as a free man. – from A Long Time to Become Young

8. 

“The take is officially fucking miserable.” – from A Float to Shore

9. 

The door creaked, and Eleanor stopped just outside it. – from Claw Snag

10. 

Max does not like changes in her calculations. – from Battle Raven

Tagging @la-tarasque, @jamesflintmcgrawhamilton, @hiddencait, @otg2012, and anyone else that wants, as I’m not sure who’s done this

Get to know me tag

Tagged by @xpityx. Thanks!

Rules: Answer 30 questions then tag 20 blogs you’d like to know better

Nickname: Meg McGraw

Gender: Cis Female

Zodiac: Virgo

Height: 5’6

Age: 29

Time: past my bedtime o’clock 

Favorite
Bands/Solo Artists: Oh gods – there are a lot of solo artists and bands both. Loreena McKennitt, Damh the Bard, Heather Dale, the Jolly Rogers, Daniel Kahn and the Painted Bird, Gaelic Storm, Wardruna, Show of Hands, basically any soundtrack by Basil Poledouris, Hans Zimmer, Howard Shore, or Ramin Djawadi

Song stuck in my head: The Ballad of Three Kings by Leslie Fish

Last movie I saw: I honestly don’t remember – I feel like it was something I didn’t expect to enjoy as much as I did though

Last thing I googled: The Favorite trailer

Other Blogs: I really don’t blog elsewhere

Do I get asks: not very often – I feel like I’ve probably got a few sitting on the back burner I should have answered ages ago.

Why
I chose my username: Because – I mean, have you seen James Flint’s hair? 

Following: 317

Average amount of sleep: 6 hours. I’m trying to change that though – I need more

Lucky Number: Don’t really have one

What am I wearing: PJs

Dream Job: Um… I’m close enough to it, I guess? I’m a lot closer to it these days at least, but ideally – idk, liaison librarian instead of user services?

Dream Trip: I’d really love to do a bit of traveling in the Mediterranean area

Favorite Food: Spaghetti

Play any Instrument: I had classes on the autoharp but it’s been years since I’ve so much as touched one

Favorite Song: That’s like asking me to pick a favorite pet – can’t do it

Play(ed) any sport: Nope. I’m a sometime archer, but that’s not playing a sport, that’s mastering a skill, since I don’t compete

Hair Colour: Dark brown

Eye Colour: Also dark brown

Language you speak/are learning: Speak English, have basic proficiency in French, and three semesters of Latin, with smatterings of Sindarin and a few other things – look, I’m a language geek, ok?

Random Fact: I don’t drink soda unless I’ve had a really rough day, so if you catch me with a coke in hand, it’s usually wise to steer clear

Describe yourself as an aesthetic/things: um – Bilbo Baggins meets Evelyn O’Connell except I know not to poke at Suspicious Magical Objects? Books, tea, swords, ink, candlelight, and soft pillows.

Tagging @la-tarasque, @kun-is-my-daddy, and whoever else wants to do this, as I’m way too lazy to tag twenty people. 

Tagged by @iwt-v – thanks!


rules – bold the statements that apply to you, italicize your aspirations, then tag nine people

AIR

I have small hands • I love the night skyI watch small animals and birds when I pass them byI drink herbal tea • I wake to see dawn • The smell of dust is comforting • I’m valued for being wise • I prefer books to music • I meditateI find joy in learning new truths from the world around me

FIRE

I don’t have straight hair • I like to wear ripped jeans and overalls • I play an organized sport • I love dogsI am not afraid of adventure • I love to talk to strangers • I always try new foods I enjoy road trips • summer is my favourite season • my radio (spotify) is always playing

WATER

I wear bracelets on my wrists • I love the bustle of the city • I have more than one set of piercings • I read poetry • I love the sound of a thunderstorm • I want to travel the worldI sleep past midday most daysI love dimly lit diners and fluorescent signs (diners yes, flourescent signs no) • I rewatch kids’ shows out of nostalgia • I see emotions in colours not words

EARTH

I wear glasses/contacts • I enjoy doing the laundry • I am a vegetarian or vegan • I have an excellent sense of time • My humor is very cheerful • I am a valued advisor to my friendsI believe in true love • I love the chill of mountain air • I’m always listening to musicI am highly trusted by the people in my life

AETHER

I go without makeup in my daily life • I make my own artwork • I keep on track of my tasks and time • I always know true north • I see beauty in everything • I can always smell flowers • I smile at everyone I pass by • I always fear history repeating itselfI have recovered from a learned to accept and live with a mental disorderI can love unconditionally

Tagging anyone who wants to do it – not sure who’s been tagged yet and it’s “go to bed, Meg” o’clock here

I was tagged by @lavosse. Thanks!

Five things you’ll find in my bag:

  • Pens
  • Keys
  • Bits of writing
  • wallet
  • spare change

Five of my favorite things:

  • Quiet
  • a nice hot shower
  • sunshine
  • bookstores
  • coffee shops with good atmosphere

Five things I’m currently into:

  • Black Sails (obviously)
  • Tolkien (now and always Middle Earth is home)
  • It’s getting to be archery season again
  • I’ve recently started actually experimenting with my makeup
  • Gotten back into playing Skyrim. I’ve missed it

Five things on my to-do list:

  • Buy chocolate for the office (it’s worth the cost for the change in people’s moods)
  • Actually pluck up my courage and talk to a tattoo artist about my very first tattoo
  • Cut down on my spending because I have got to get out of this job and out of this country altogether – I’m just about at the limit of what I’m willing to put up with in terms of sheer bullshit levels and I’m tired of writing tired-sounding letters to my representatives asking, pleading, and demanding that they stop trying to kill us all.
  • Play some of the games in my Steam collection.
  • Write the rest of Reclamation and go back and finish And the Sea With Its Deepness

I’m tagging whoever wants to do this as I’m too lazy and too busy to do it properly

Pass the happy! 💛 When you get this, reply with 5 things that make you happy and send this to the last 10 people in your notifications 😊

1. Fresh flowers, either growing or cut and sitting in a vase in my area. They’re colorful and smell good and they make me feel better.

2. Kitties going prrrp? It’s the most adorable sound in the universe.

3. Quiet. I’ve always enjoyed it but lately silence really is golden. 

4. Sleeping in and getting up at my own pace. It doesn’t sound like much, but it’s the little things.

5. Sunlight. Again – it’s the little things, and I do NOT function well when there’s no sun.