(If Silver wanted to know what love was, he should have asked Flint more about his relationship with Thomas)

Yes, he absolutely should have, because there is a relationship done right. James might not have agreed with Thomas completely, but he backed him up when it counted because his ideals were important to him as a person. And Thomas, bless him, tried to keep James from being in the line of fire because he knew how much his career meant to him. 

The way I’m seeing this is basically death of the author. The text is open enough for us to interpret that both james and thomas left that plantation in the next 15min, and that’s how I chose to see it. If that’s not how steinberg intended it then tough luck to him, because it’s not what his text necessarily says. It sucks that it’s what he’s saying in interviews and that it’s what he thought was something silver would do, and that he thought it would be a satisfying ending

yeah – I can’t believe that they somehow thought that having James and Thomas both imprisoned for the rest of their days is in any way satisfying considering what James has done in the name of freedom and the fact that Thomas has never in his whole life done anything to warrant being treated like that. I’m glad they’re both alive but I could have done without the ambiguous nature of that scene, tbh. 

(1/2) Your elysium black sails fic, i can’t remember the title right this second but i wanted to tell u this thought while it’s still in my brain. It’s hard for me, esp in the beginning to picture Flint in mcgraw’s body, miranda 10 years younger, and poor war-torn Silver back in his young body. But that’s such a good thing i feel??? I think it rly fits the struggle the characters themselves have in reconciling their future/past selves w/ now. And it’s getting easier to picture them young

(2/2) but with truly world-weary souls . I feel as it gets easier for them to accept and live with and take advantage of the opportunity they’ve been given, the more comfortable they become with this reconciliation, the easier it is for me to reconcile the characters i know w/ who we have in your fic and i love it a lot it’s beautiful and an incredible experience. Experiencing their frustration and growing comfort as my own is truly unique.

*blinks* *smile gets wider* This is legit the first time that anyone’s done anything meta-ish about one of my fics and I love it so much! *hugs enthusiastically* I am so, so, so happy to hear that my character development is so solid and that it works so well, because I’ve spent this entire fic biting my lip and wrangling the characters behind the scenes and trying to get in everyone’s heads to know what’s going on in there! And you’re absolutely right – up until about Chapter Five I was picturing Flint in my head, especially, instead of James, whereas sometime in Chapter Six or Eight, he turned back into James in my mental picturing of the scene, which is fitting since that section is a big turning point for him. It’s interesting because Miranda is sort of going through the opposite transformation, which is to say that while James is slowly getting comfortable in his own skin again with who he is outwardly, Miranda is busy realizing that she can’t turn into Lady Hamilton again and has to figure out who she is now that she’s aware of just how deep the betrayal ran and how angry she is about it. By comparison with those two, John just has to remember that he’s not missing a leg anymore and figure out how he feels about a James who isn’t interested in punching anyone anymore unless they’re really, really asking for it. Oh, and of course he has to figure out how Thomas plays into the whole thing now that he’s figured out that he’s not actually World’s Worst Bastard™. It’s an odd, odd day when John Silver is the most straightforward of your characters, let me tell you! 

‘And the Sea With Its Deepness’ is so good – James!! Miranda!! Thomas!! Even Hennessey – god i just can’t wait for Miranda to bring James back to Nassau… do Thomas and Hennessey think he’s dead? ‘my son’ – this killed me, im dead. and poor thomas feeling so helpless… they will be okay, right? (i just want to hug them all)

Thank you! Not going to go into too much detail because spoilers but yes – Thomas and Hennessey do in fact think he’s dead, and I am so, so looking forward to writing the moment they realize he’s not! It’s going to be awesome.

To The Upper Air is everything to me i want u to know that. i love how u write everyone, and Thomas is especially fun . i have so many thoughts about it that i can’t organize them !! i love it a lot tho it’s one of my favorite black sails fics

*hugs forever* Thank you! That is so incredibly awesome to hear and I’m so glad you love it so much! They all deserve happiness so very much and if the show won’t and can’t give me what I want for them all, then I’m more than willing to write the happy ending myself! 

I started your Elysium fic yesterday and i’m on ch 13 now and i just wanted you to know that it is both everything i never knew i needed and all of my dreAms come true at the same time i love it Very Much

Thank you so, so much! I am so glad that you love it because I’m having such fun writing it! I had no idea it was going to turn out to be this long when I started – honest to gods it was going to be just a quick, happy little fix-it fic and now it’s a 16 chapter epic and counting. I’d blame @shirogiku, but she requested hilarious crack fic wherein James Flint is back in his own past and can’t stop swearing at inopportune moments and got this instead.

Tbh I think Woodes is very similar to Flint – there is NOTHING they wouldn’t do to protect a loved one and unfortunately it a) leads them down very dark paths or b) they make mistakes and end up paying the price. I don’t doubt Flint loved Thomas and Miranda, I don’t doubt Woodes loved Eleanor. Unfortunately it just wasn’t enough to save them.

I think they’re similar but I also think that there are lines that even Flint hasn’t crossed that Rogers has. Flint kills people, yes. He pillages and burns and does horrible, awful things in vengeance, but he doesn’t torture them. He doesn’t go for scare tactics to prevent violence to his loved ones – he reacts when someone hurts one of them, but it’s quick, it’s clean, and there’s no element of enjoying it. He hates what he does, he hates himself for doing it, even while he can’t think of another way to handle things that will assuage the bit of him that wants to rip and tear and burn the world to cinders. Rogers, on the other hand – I keep thinking of him saying that out of 72 men, only one survived to tell the tale of what had happened and that the torture and killing of the others was stretched out over weeks. There’s something infinitely more horrifying about that – a message there that I don’t think Flint ever bothered trying to send. With Flint it’s, “you’ve deliberately set out to hurt the people I care about and now you will pay.” With Rogers it’s, “my brother is dead (and it could have been anyone on that crew), and now I will make certain that none of your kind ever come near me or my family ever, ever again out of fear.” IDK, on the one hand, Rogers’ approach is probably more productive in the long run but Flint’s is less horrifying and less brutal. I also think Rogers is missing that element of hating himself for what he does – he does it, he knows it’s awful, and his biggest worry is that if it gets out society will shun him, not that he’s corrupted himself forever, whereas Flint worries about that near constantly, 

3 5 6 7 9 for the fic ask meme :)

flintsredhair:

Thanks! Questions 5,6, and 7 I’ve answered elsewhere but 7 I’m going to answer again because I have a few other things I love to share.

7. Favorite description or bit of narration: 

The sight took his breath away. James Flint was laughing – really, truly laughing, and it took years off his face, smoothed out lines and created others around his eyes in a truly fascinating way. Mr. De Groot was standing, looking puzzled, and Flint bent at the waist, resting his hands on the tops of his thighs to keep himself from falling over at whatever had been said. He was – Jesus, he was happy, in a way that Silver had never seen since he had come on board the Walrus for the first time. – Cure for Sorrow, Chapter 3

He looks at her, and she cannot speak, only gather him to her, his head resting against her shoulder as his shoulders shake and he lets out a small sob. This cannot last more than a few months. Please, dear God, it cannot, because she cannot let him keep doing this to himself for any longer than that – cannot keep asking him to sacrifice heart and soul in the name of the man they both love. – Four for a Boy, Chapter 1

He leaned against the wall, and felt Miranda place one hand on his arm, drawing him closer until finally he pulled her into an embrace, hands shaking, and she allowed it, her head resting against his shoulder and hands gently clutching at his shirt, nails lightly scratching against his skin beneath it. They stood, silently holding onto one another for a long moment, and then he drew away, giving her a tired smile. – They That Sow the Wind, Chapter 9

For a moment, she appeared nonplussed. The expression was gone almost as quickly as it had come, but it had been there – a moment of surprise, followed by pleasure at being consulted. She had not been expecting the question, he realized – too used to being overlooked. Miranda had more than once complained of the same, enough that he recognized the moment for what it was. – They That Sow the Wind Chapter 10

It was, he knew, one of the man’s regular haunts, although in past years it had not been so much accustomed to his presence when he elected to spend the night talking with one of his officers while not at sea. Now, though, Hennessey’s table had a rather… lived-in look that suggested that he had been sitting there for some time. His hat sat at the table next to him, and there was an empty bottle sitting nestled in a corner, while its twin, still largely full, sat by the Admiral’s elbow. He was sitting, staring into the distance, and Isaac winced when he realized that no glass accompanied either bottle, the Admiral apparently having reverted to his less gentlemanly roots to drink straight from the bottle. – Chapter 11, They That Sow the Wind

He sits up in bed, gasping for air, and realizes that he knows his name. Thomas Nathaniel Hamilton. His name is Thomas Hamilton, son of Alfred and Lucille Hamilton. He is their eldest son – Alfred’s heir. He remembers it, and weeps from the relief of having that simple piece of himself back, his shoulders shaking, tears streaming from his eyes, hands reaching for the pillows to muffle his sobs. He has a name. He remembers, after forgetting for so long, and it comes as a blessed relief after so long wondering, hoping that something of his own identity will eventually come back to him. He leaves his room with an added spring in his step the next morning, and the servants watch with silent approval and something resembling relief as he starts to perambulate around the house with much greater confidence. He is recovering – slowly but surely coming back to himself. He rediscovers his favorite color, and the day that he requests a dish at supper, he thinks the cook might actually cry from happiness. – Through Hardships Unnumbered

As the guns go off, she watches, unmoving, her eyes fixed on the town as it burns. She can’t go back in time and give Thomas a proper burial but this, she thinks, might just be tribute enough to convince God to let him into Heaven if He truly does make a practice of damning suicides and not, as she suspects, welcoming them with open arms. She watches for a while, and then she turns without a word, going to James’ cabin, where she stands, numb, watching the men as they scrub the blood out of the floorboards and off the desk and then clear away, leaving her alone. – Hell Hath No Fury

She moves her hands upward from his chest to his shoulders, and he leans downward, bringing his mouth to hers. His hands shift positions until one is at her waist and the other is cupping her face, and they do not move for several moments, kissing one another slowly, carefully, taking the time to be tender and loving. They haven’t kissed like this in years, but now, finally united as one in purpose and understanding, there is no hurry and no tension, and when Miranda finally pulls away, they are both breathless. James shuts his eyes, breathing deeply, visibly relaxing, and when he looks at her again, there’s something infinitely gentle in his eyes. – Hell Hath No Fury

9. If you could change one thing about a fic you wrote this year, what would it be? Honestly, I don’t think I’d change a thing. My fics are what they are and I don’t regret a single thing about any of them, happily!

Just realized that I neglected to answer number 3 in this ask! 

3. Which fic is most different from what you normally write? I suppose if I had to pick one, it would be Green Eyed Fools Named James because A. Thomas is very firmly dead in it, B. it’s a crossover with Pirates of the Caribbean and C. it’s as close to comedy as I ever come and semi-canon compliant to boot. Honestly, I still like it a lot, simply because it was my first Black Sails fic and it still feels true to the characters even now when I understand Flint so much better.