— letters to my children, who will learn how to save themselves first // (h.q.)
#i know i have reblogged this a few times already but GOD#i cant stop thinking with this gifset how awful and soul killing most have being fot thomas this ten years#*for#how his beautiful mind probably went silent and numb after years of pain and loneliness#how bethlam surely must have beaten his fighting spirits#and then the pantation came#a place designed to make him dissapear#like he never even existed#to pass his days until death farming under the rule of a man who belives himself to be a revolutionary#a man part of the empire that took so much of him and his loved onces#it must surely feel like a death in itself doesn’t it#he just wanted to make the world better#and the world paid him treating him like a madman#like dirt#like something to be disposable when no needed anymore#sure he survived#he is alive and he can start again with james by his side#just with that he can say he has won#they will leave the plantation and help each other heal#but you dont survive places like bethlam and that shame plantation without scars#in body mind and soul#you just dont and the scars can fade with time and care but they will always be there#AND NOW IM UPSET AND SAD AND ANGRY#BUT MOST OF ALL IM SO GODDAMN ANGRY#THOMAS HAMILTON IS A GOOD MAN AND HE DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER#thomas hamilton#I LOVE HIM SO MUCH#otp: my truest love know no shame#black sails via @captainsorryimabadass
Meg's Mumbles 