Just spent a good half hour feeling weepy because yet again, it is the time of the month where I realize that I’m 27 and I’ve never been kissed. Being asexual but not aromantic officially sucks balls, because on the one hand, I have absolutely never felt the desire to bang anyone I’ve ever met, and yet I really, really want to feel just once like I’m the center of someone’s world. Just fucking once, and the longer I go without meeting anyone or even really putting myself into a position where I could, the freakier and more horrible I end up feeling, and yet I have no desire to get involved with anyone via dating apps etc because I have massive trust issues and I need to trust someone before I would ever even consider getting involved with them that way. Fuck my life.