sapphicwerewolves:

“you’ve never dated anyone?! why not??”

well, lets go through the list! 

• i’m, in general, unlikable and hard to relate to

• im emotionally unavailable most of the time

• i have a hard time differentiating between romantic and platonic feelings

• i have no skills for maintaining interpersonal relationships

• i care more about fictional characters than about anything else in my life

I have serious trouble believing anyone could find me attractive, given that I spent the first seventeen years of my life being told that I was ugly over and over again until the message sank in

I don’t trust people easily, or at all if I’m honest

I think I might be asexual and that kind of complicates things because how do you explain to someone that you’re kind of indifferent to/actively not keen on the idea of having sex with them?

I’m terrified that if I ever got involved with someone I would replicate my mother’s behavior and drive them away

I hate the idea of introducing anyone to my fucked up family